Something wonderful happened today. I was in the math learning center, losing my mind because i was trying to learn material for a calc test, and fretting over the fact that I missed a bio exam, and just stressing about life in general. Then the math tutor, also the cute boy who’s my bus buddy that I’ve flirted shamelessly with, came over and helped me with a problem. Not much flirting occurred there, but at the end of it, I realized that I was no longer sad. I’d been getting better for the past weeks, but this was the first time I actually was truly fine.
This occurrence seemed to spark a whole chain of events, like me delaying my bio test until tomorrow, Peace of Mind and Carry On My Wayward Son playing back to back, getting through the rest of my calc material, and just feeling positive about life in general. He also texted me in the middle of all this asking why I wasn’t talking to him. (Suck it.)
But yeah, it was rough, but I’m okay. I always am. :)